The Letter:
Hope this email finds everyone well, although admittedly, I know you may not find yourselves feeling well after further reading. I’m sure most of you know at this point, so we felt it would be best to be open and let you all know where we are with the church.
One of my colleagues is a deeply committed evangelical... and our conversations quickly moved to religious discussion/debate over time... Ultimately, he brought questions to me that I had never experienced before, so it took me online to FAIR Mormon to look for good responses to resolve his concerns with the church. However, when I went online I was introduced to a completely new information environment regarding the intricacies and nuances of Mormon history that I had never been aware of. In fact, I believe this information environment wasn’t even in existence during my mission.
Anyways, this led to a deep and intensive investigation of all the issues for over a year. It was painful, at least speaking for myself. I experienced a period of depression that was abnormal for me. I would say that I experienced a faith crisis, and I went through and continue to go through an identity crisis because of it. But to make a long story short, [DW] and I are now on the other side without a testimony of the truth claims of Mormonism, and we are planning on taking a step away from the church to explore truth elsewhere. Fortunately, our faith in God and Christ are intact, so that is what will guide us.
I want you all to know that we’re not shutting the door on the church. We still love the values that the church advocates. We still plan to live as if we were active Mormons in terms of lifestyle decisions. We still see good in the church but we also see bad. Accordingly, we want to explore what else is out there and if in the end we don’t find any solace, we could very well find our way back attending church.
Please also find a way to respect our decision. We are not stepping away because we want to indulge in a sinful lifestyle. We are not stepping away because we have been overcome by anti-Mormon propoganda. On the contrary, we are leaving because there is substantive evidence that challenges Mormonism’s truth claims (surprisingly, the weight of this information is often only relevant to Mormons with an understanding of the implications for the church's claims - the information is too deep for outside (non-Mormon) critics to understand and weaponize in their efforts to fight against the church. A lot of the discussions about all this stuff occurs in Mormon-only circles). And unless you really want to know, we don’t plan on talking about this at all with any of you or being critical of you in any way for your faith in the church. In fact, I would recommend that if the church is working for you, if the Mormon community is working for you, I would advise not to look into the information. Standing on the other side, I don’t know if its worth the risk for the faith crisis that can ensue or even a challenged marriage if there is doctrinal/theological disagreement after the fact.
So this is where we are. It has been an extremely weighty decision especially because our primary concern has been for our kids, and how we will raise them with/without religion. If you’d like to have a greater understanding of this information war against the church and how to be empathetic with those who struggle with doubt, I’ve attached a transcript from a talk given by Patrick Mason, a leading Mormon neo-apologist (author of “Planted,” published by Deseret Book). Hopefully it can give you some insight and maybe some understanding to our decision.
Love you all!
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Some quotes that will hopefully allow you to sympathize with us and not brand us as apostates:
"There is a discrepancy between a church history that has been selectively rendered through the Church Education System and Sunday school manuals, and a less-flattering version universally accessible on the Internet. The problem is not so much the discovery of particular details that are deal breakers for the faithful; the problem is a loss of faith and trust in an institution that was less than forthcoming to begin with."
- Teryl Givens
"I think that for the Church to remain strong it has to reconstruct its narrative. The dominant narrative is not true; it can’t be sustained. The Church has to absorb all this new information or it will be on very shaky grounds and that’s what it is trying to do and it will be a strain for a lot of people, older people especially. But I think it has to change."
- Richard Bushman (author of Rough Stone Rolling)
[Patrick Mason talk pasted here]
Taken from this NOM post:
viewtopic.php?f=4&t=2762&hilit=patrick+mason