Clenched Fists and Open Hands
Posted: Sat Feb 16, 2019 7:36 am
I heard some discussion on IOT about Mike McHargue, aka Science Mike. His story sounded interesting so I ordered his book Finding God in the Waves. His story, as I understand it was that he was an extremely fundamentalist, Bible literalist Southern Baptist whose love for science caused him so much cognitive dissonance that he finally had a major shelf crash and came out on the other side an equally devout and outspoken atheist. Then, sometime later he had another defining moment that brought him back to God but in a very different and non-literalist way. I'm still waiting for the book to arrive.
Anyway, I decided to listen to his Ask Science Mike podcast, in which he answers science-n'-faith questions. He said something in the first episode that I really liked. He feels like he was treating his mind like a clenched fist during both his fundamentalist and atheist periods. You grab tight to your conclusions and squeeze. Nothing else gets in. His current situation feels to him like an open palm; it's got a lot of stuff on it of varying size and importance and it's easy to add and remove things as required by evidence and learning. When I go to church or watch the news I'm seeing a lot of clenched fists and I can see them in my own story. I'm going to hold onto this open hand idea and see where it takes me.
Incidentally, after contemplating this for a while I had one of the most powerful "spiritual" experiences in my life. I'll write about it in another thread.
Anyway, I decided to listen to his Ask Science Mike podcast, in which he answers science-n'-faith questions. He said something in the first episode that I really liked. He feels like he was treating his mind like a clenched fist during both his fundamentalist and atheist periods. You grab tight to your conclusions and squeeze. Nothing else gets in. His current situation feels to him like an open palm; it's got a lot of stuff on it of varying size and importance and it's easy to add and remove things as required by evidence and learning. When I go to church or watch the news I'm seeing a lot of clenched fists and I can see them in my own story. I'm going to hold onto this open hand idea and see where it takes me.
Incidentally, after contemplating this for a while I had one of the most powerful "spiritual" experiences in my life. I'll write about it in another thread.