So, as a TBM, agency came at a price by the atonement. For many other folks on the planet it's just freewill. What sparked this post was hearing the the song by Rush this morning "Freewill", and I realized that I relate differently to the lyrics now that I'm no longer a TBM. This happens a lot with me with music lately. I'll dig up some tune I used to listen to as a TBM and it's a totally different song now that I'm not. Another one that I relate to know, but used to grind on my as a TBM is "Personal Jesus" by Depeche Mode.
I'll also post this in the NOM Playlist, but I liked how thought it was for me this morning as I was driving around in the snow.There are those who think that life has nothing left to chance
A host of holy horrors to direct our aimless dance
A planet of play things
We dance on the strings
Of powers we cannot perceive
'The stars aren't aligned
Or the gods are malign...'
Blame is better to give than receive
You can choose a ready guide in some celestial voice
If you choose not to decide, you still have made a choice
You can choose from phantom fears and kindness that can kill
I will choose a path that's clear
I will choose freewill
There are those who think
That they were dealt a losing hand
The cards were stacked against them
They weren't born in Lotusland
All preordained
A prisoner in chains
A victim of venomous fate
Kicked in the face
You can't pray for a place
In heaven's unearthly estate
Each of us
A cell of awareness
Imperfect and incomplete
Genetic blends
With uncertain ends
On a fortune hunt that's far too fleet
So what do you think? Is it Free Will or Agency purchased by the Atonement of Christ? Have your views of agency changed since you've become NOM or NOMish? Are there songs in your library that have changed for you as you made the journey out of Mormonism?